BellaAlexander• Show poetry

I may not be an ordinary woman, but I like to think I'm a far cry from anyone who would be construed as a freak. Of course today's society has such a narrow-minded view of sex that it doesn't really take much for one to be considered freakish in nature. I, however, do not hold the narrow-minded views of most.

On the other hand, I was born and raised in a family where sex was considered to be sacred, shared only within the confines of marriage, and even then, very limited in variation. Thoughout my life, I have discovered that this notion could not have been more misleading. A lie, if you will. Though I had no idea I had been deceived my entire life.

It took only one man, one very special man, to unlock my deepest, darkest, dirtiest secrets. Such intimate needs buried within the realm of my soul, that even I had never broached the idea of what my true desires were.

That which I write is based on my own personal evolution, and to this day I continue to evolve. I must always be learning, discovering, never being satisfied with what I know; craving a deeper understanding of how I'm wired, and what makes me tick. One dream, one man unlocked the core of my true self.

I do hope you enjoy my creative nature, and take to heart that no matter our age, we must always strive to become exactly who we want and need to be; for that is the only true gift we can give to ourselves.